I believe in the formless GOD. I am completely devoted to him . But I dond't know I am not that much interested to pray by visiting temples . I cann't pray from temples. I don't know why. I need very calm place for that. My bedroom is the best place for praying. Still I sued to go to temples. It's a different experience actually. I'll become very calm and cool inside temples. I love that atmosphere. I never prayed any one form of GOD. But later in my life I started loving Krishna. Just as a friend ... or my lover ... I had a feeling like he is always standing beside me. 
My marriage was at Guruvayoor temple. I think I fell in love with Krishna after that. I don't know why. I kept my son's name as Nandan ... Simply Nandan . I always feel he is Krishna . May be I am mad. Anyway I am in love with Krishna ... My Krishna...
Hmmmm what to say...I don't know what should I say about sea. I am really craze about sea. Even from my childhood I used to go to beach and talk to her for long hours. I feel I can talk anything to her. I believe she is my best friend. I felt very calm and cool whenever I talk to her.
My home isnear to a beach. I used to visit beach with my parents or friends. I love to be in a beach which is less popular so I can sit comfirtably and talk to my friend. I don't like crowded beaches. My "own beach" which is near to my home is less popular and so it's always a very calm place where I can sit ans share my feelings to my friend.
Om
Asathoma Sadgamaya
Thamasoma Jyothirgamaya
Mrithyorma Amruthamgamaya
Loka samastha sugino bhavanthu
Om shanthi shanthi shanthihi ...
This is the prayer I used to chant whenever I want to pray. I am really ashamed to pray for any material things. I felt very sorry for the material things I prayed. In the last 10 years, I never prayed for any materialistic happiness except 2 or 3 times .If I want to pray for me then I used to pray to avoid all negative attitudes in my character. It's really a tough task to avoid negative attitudes. I mostly interested in avoiding ego , pride and anger. I always pray GOD to avoid these 3 vulgarities. I feel all the three are under my control. Still there are situations when these come out without any intervention.
I like to read spiritul books in the intention of avoiding bad attitudes which are part of my character. I am an ordinary human being with bad and good qualities. I never believe the perfectness in human beings in this world. No one can be perfect. If you meet a perfect soul, then he/she will be GOD. Mistakes are very much part of humans. I did so many mistakes in my life. Still I do so many. From all the mistakes and bad experiences , I believe there was something new to learn.
Yes that's true. I learnt so many things from those past experiences which made me cried a lot.
I think GOD trying to make us good and strong by forcing us to move through tough situations.
If GOD has decided something we cann't come out of that. We have to suffer and we have to acquire strength. Whenever you go through tough situations, you'll become more stronger and stronger...
SIlence has some power...I believe so.
