Prayer

Om
Asathoma Sadgamaya
Thamasoma Jyothirgamaya
Mrithyorma Amruthamgamaya
Loka samastha sugino bhavanthu
Om shanthi shanthi shanthihi ...

This is the prayer I used to chant whenever I want to pray. I am really ashamed to pray for any material things. I felt very sorry for the material things I prayed. In the last 10 years, I never prayed for any materialistic happiness except 2 or 3 times .If I want to pray for me then I used to pray to avoid all negative attitudes in my character. It's really a tough task to avoid negative attitudes. I mostly interested in avoiding ego , pride and anger. I always pray GOD to avoid these 3 vulgarities. I feel all the three are under my control. Still there are situations when these come out without any intervention.

I like to read spiritul books in the intention of avoiding bad attitudes which are part of my character. I am an ordinary human being with bad and good qualities. I never believe the perfectness in human beings in this world. No one can be perfect. If you meet a perfect soul, then he/she will be GOD. Mistakes are very much part of humans. I did so many mistakes in my life. Still I do so many. From all the mistakes and bad experiences , I believe there was something new to learn.

Yes that's true. I learnt so many things from those past experiences which made me cried a lot.
I think GOD trying to make us good and strong by forcing us to move through tough situations.
If GOD has decided something we cann't come out of that. We have to suffer and we have to acquire strength. Whenever you go through tough situations, you'll become more stronger and stronger...